Saturday, May 2, 2009

Been doing some thinking....

I have been thinking a lot about what I want to do regarding TTC, and life in general. And, I have decided I want to put it on hold. We don't have a definite time frame, but we are thinking somewhere around a year, maybe more, maybe less. All this health stuff has me so stressed, and I have no idea how long it will take for it all to be sorted out. I don't know if I will need surgery, or what. I think I want to work on losing more weight, and saving money. My goal is to shed 80 lbs, and save 3,000 dollars, before we conceive. I'm not even sure when we will get back to actually trying, but right now, it just doesn't seem like the smartest thing to do.
I want to be healthy, in mind, body, wallet, lol. Ash fully supports this decision, and agrees that saving money would be a good idea. I am glad that I have such a caring and supportive husband, who is there no matter where the road may take us. It makes these hard times so much easier to bear.
I will still be blogging, and around GP, but maybe not as much. I want to start focusing on getting in shape, and getting my shit together, and that is hard to do when you are sitting on the computer every night, lol. Thank you to all my dear friends who read this blog, who are so sweet and supportive of me. I love you all!

6 comments:

theweathermanswife said...

Good luck, abc! Wish you the best!

Jessie said...

aww A, i know that was a hard decision to make. i love you and you BETTER not disappear from the board, what would we do without you??

Leannabanna said...

I second Jessies comment. GP would be BOR-ING without you.

lady gray said...

ALL GOOD THINGS, ABC.
all good things. :)

you have to take care of you first, my dear, and i think you are well on your way to getting that accomplished. i am proud. (like a proud mama bird.) :)

rls07 said...

I know how hard this decision was to make. You are the most important thing to your future child so they need you healthy.

Justin and Tarra said...

I wish you all the luck for your future! I hope you still visit GP from time to time. :)

 
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