Saturday, March 28, 2009

Updates N'At

Soooo...the bleedfest finally ended after 17 days. I kept my appointment for April 9th, and as of right now, it couldn't seem farther away, lol. However, I did get to go to the Oral Surgeon for my wisdom tooth evaluation. I have to have ALL FOUR pulled out, and Ash needs 3 pulled. It's gonna cost a good deal, but I need to get it over with now, cause they won't do it during pregnancy, and hell if I'm gonna wait another year-ish to get these suckers out.
I'm having more and more weird pregnancy dreams, and people keep telling me weird annoying things like "What if you're pregnant now? And it's just too soon to tell?" Why? Why do people say things like that? If anyone knew what was actually going on, they would know that there is NO WAY I am KU, especially following that 17-day massacre.
Anyway, I am trying to stay positive, and looking forward to talking to my new doc and getting some answers. More later.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

What the hell is going on?

I can't even stand it anymore. I have been bleeding for so many days, I have pretty much lost count. Today, I started passing scary clots, that are so big, I can FEEL them coming out. I called the doc and she insisted I take a pregnancy test. Oh yeah, that sounds fun. Lets rub it in some more. Not only am I bleeding to death, but now I have to take a pointless test and look at a pointless BFN. Thanks doc. Oh and of course the whole "Go to the Er if the bleeding is enough to go through a pad an hour, blah blah blah". I knew it, I knew that's what they would say. I just didn't want to have to pay 80 bucks to hear it. So, it remains, that I have to wait until April 9th to see a doc and find out what the hell is wrong with me.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Nipples and Charting and Weight Loss-Oh my!

I just realized I haven't updated my booby status. As most of you know, the doc ruled out any cancer possibility, so YAY for that! As of right now, my nip is going back and forth between healed and not. The skin is still probably pretty damaged deep down, so it will most likely take a while before it's 100%. Til then, I will keep putting lotion on and hope for the best.
This is officially our first official cycle officially TTC. Officially. I started charting, mostly cause I want to confirm that I am ovulating, and I'm not sure if I will keep at it or not. Yes, it is way easier than I thought it would be to actually wake up and do the temping part. But, analyzing it is probably the hardest thing I've ever attempted, and if it weren't for the PDs, I would be 100% lost. Everyone has been laying off the pressure, as per my request,lol, so it is going well for now. Timing sex is sort of a pain, but we are handling it.
I am still working on the weight loss, and I'm almost halfway to my first goal of 65 lbs. I plan on trying WW in a couple of weeks, and seeing what that does to my results. I really need to start weight training more, and utilizing the 2nd gym membership that I have on the weekends. Right now I just work out at my work gym in the mornings during the week, doing 30-40 minutes of cardio. It works, but I need to work on my muscle tone and strength.
I will keep everyone posted on this's hoping for good news!
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